Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Finally I've:-Took my photoS-Photocopied my NRIC-Posted the letter-EnrolledDone this within a day.Back home, went online again, check my status for the registation of GCE O' levels. Then this thought stuck me, am I really prepared to face all this tough struggling(studying) again? So what if I were to be in the course I've wanted? is it really what I wanna be? Sigh. The dateline is today. And I'm not talking about retaking 1 subject, but 3. That includes English(one I struggle the most).Am I able to juggle with poly work & those coming hardwork? Seriously, I'm not prepared. My mind is contradicting me 'just stick with the current course you have, forget about retaking, you aren't able to make it'. Next:-Dye my hair-Think of whether to go for orientation-Study & SaveYou got me thinking for a moment, how things should be handled so both parties could stop all these complainings? Come on, I'm not talking about taking a step back but to give up. Cause taking a step back ain't gonna make all this a difference, it'll just come back to the same isn't it? And soon, it'll no longer be 'BUT I DISAGREE', you don't even have the choice, everyone's asking you 'OUT!' & you think the middle person gonna care? Not gonna care! So whats it gonna be like uh, Eleonora?It's tough, thats why I'm leavin' to the last.
